Still waiting..

You will never know how bad you've hurt me.
I couldn't begin to tell you if I tried.
You played with my emotions.
Put my heart on a roller coaster ride.

I hate this pain you've put me through.
Wanna say I hate you even more.
I just can't seem to shake these memories.
My heart in shattered pieces on the floor.

My past with you I wanna forget.
The memories I wish I never gained.
All those things I want to let go of.
But the sad truth it still remains.

I gave you everything I had to give.
Can't be the someone who I'm not.
Too bad I was too blind to see.
Your game I should have caught.

Now I'm left here wondering.
Why you played me for so long.
Why, couldn't you just make up your mind.
All the time I wasted on you... gone...

Again I sit alone crying.
All those thoughts I'm left debating.
They say that time heals everything...
but I'm still waiting.